hi im taking a break from tumblr

i never knew how it was like to get anon hate. when i saw it on my dash on other people’s blogs they were so hurt, and i thought “why? they dont even know you. Why get so butthurt about it” I never realized how it is getting hate and not being able to do anything about it, other than deleting your tumblr showing how weak you are. But bitch, hey I’m not strong. I like to act like it, but everyone should know thats not me. I get hurt over shit i can’t control and I breakdown when people make fun of me, even if its about things i shouldn’t think much of. But i will say fuck you to the anons cause at least im strong enough to talk shit but live up to what i say. I’ll probably delete and make a new one if the hate keeps pouring in, but whatever.

Sometimes i feel like after all of the anon hate and hate at school, I really have no friends. Trusting people is so difficult, cause anyone can be behind the screen. And everything they have said so far seems pertly true, so what if they know me? I hate everything right now. Ugh.